11
April
2009
Sunday. A beginning of my lonely day. Hate this feel, it cause me insomnia now. Scare to sleep because scare to wake up. After wake up still have to face lonely. Actually lots of works to do but lonely makes me unwilling to do.
Waiting, waiting and keep on waiting, when can i get the real answer? you make me suffer. I only will stop crying when you tell the answer.
Dont tell me useless, I know what to do. I dont need help.
I must recover at the right time. When no more lonely.
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18
April
2007
0537 now…suddenly feel every week this day hav to sacrifice my bed time to finsh assign…i alr maintain this situation about 1 month…act is about 4 times only, but is alr "wow" to me…coz last time, i mean last semester and before i wunt do like this…that time i may think that sleepin is the most important thing to me, so i always give up every thing and go to bad first although many assign…
i dont think that not go to sleep is not good to my but it change my habbits..it makes me be able to differentiate what is important and need to do 1st…and i feel that it wunt effect my health but my skin only… coz im not do that everydays..
but sometimes i also cant underlay like now…so have to go to bed 1st la…and 1 thing, i wanna thx kian kor here…thx a lot to be peggie and my driver ya…hehe^^
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11
April
2007
my clock is 0454 now, so is thurs now lo….juz finish my ethics class essay.. act still hav lots of work to do, especially sleeping, but weileng haven finish hers yet so i decide to come in here and type something to waste some time….. very very hungry now, i ate 70% full in my dinner, maybe use too much brain so hungry so fast =P
ntg to do now and ntg to type so share sth i happen dis morning, erm i mean yesterday morning…dunno y im damn blur tat time, i lock my car (of coz every1 lock their car after came out), but guess wat?? i forgot pull my car key out and leave it inside the car…..but no feeling to me this time be coz this is my third time do that…juz 1 think comes to my mind ’such a unlucky day’…but still dun hav big impact to me..maybe still feel sleepy and blur blur…
after go to the college cafeteria only i sms suann for help (still in a blur situation)…really a slow motion for me when face this kind of problem…nvm la…my car unlock finally…thx heng for helping me settle dis problem, and i learnt how to unlock my car is dis problem happen again…hehe..
opps..0511 now..still hav 2hour for my meet uncle chow…hav to ciaoz lu…im coming uncle chow!!! time to bed =)
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8
April
2007
juz realize some 1 hate me =( really dunno wat to do…sad …
i admit im forgot u that time…i noe tats this is not the 1st time i treat u lik tat…i admit im not a good fren …
act i alr noe how u think me through the msgs, the sound every time i call u and the way u behave to me in ck bday…but wat i explain for u is juz an excuse…the oli thing i wanna say is sorry…
im not here to asking u to forgiv me…but really sorry to hurt u…
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7
April
2007
i yam cha wif my guys gang juz now… on the way goin, i told cheemeng n julien i had took part in ifeel gal search…i alr noe they must pour me cold water de, but i still tell them n let them ‘chi gek har’…hehe
on the way home, i told a loke (julien’s coursemate) again my news n wanna julien n him vote me….of coz julien must beat my faith >.< some reason he gave to not support me: it will injury their taste, humilate the malaysia pretty gals, insulting his handphone, wasting moneys….make me loss all my confident..but i agree 1 of his point–waste money..
when reach home…i check the magazine web c wether the pic unload alr anot…OMG..who is the fatty there???!!! such a super ultra ugly pic lor!!! i tell to myself it is fake, is the pic problem…i quickly nudge weileng n tell her about da pic…but she seems lik ntg n juz wanna search for a game…haihz..so juz hav to wait jiayi to on9 lo…
on the time waiting jiayi, i send few offline msgs to my frens to tell them my funny news n ask them to check it out…
http://astromobile.com.my/ifeelgirl2007/participant.html
my no is 21089….a fatty wearing black shirt >.<..looks damm funny lor…feel very dissapointed….
luckly i still hav 2 supporter–weuiyunn n yuxian….thx u guys so much to comfort me, u all make me feel that the pic not that bad…hehe…really thx a lot ya^^ u all make me wanna upload the pic again..coz i really dan wan to lose wif only 2 vote..
jiayi on9 finally…i discuss wif her wether wanna upload the pic again…but she said she alr very dissapointed n juz wanna let it be…then i try to persuade her to upload again so that i hav teman to upload again….
haihz…dunno la…dun think so much la…juz let it be la…tat day i took part oli for fun, not really wanna win… at least i think i hav 2 votes gua…
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5
April
2007
left 1 day in the prvious post…
coz of late to sleep past few days, i count my pimples last night….guess how many i got…7..ya is 7 pimples…but nvm la..hope it will gone soon….
the class today at 10am, but peggie n i was reach the cafeteria at 9am… when v r gossiping, a girl comes to us n promote something….she is the i-feel magazine staff….her purpose here to promote the i-feel girl search….
v juz need to buy that magezine n fill 1 form from it n take 1 photo by the photographer on sport…act im quite interest to it so i sms jiayi to acc me to take part..
after class, jiayi, weileng, suann, n i ‘beria-ria’ go to the counter n ask for taking part…while v filling the form, v saw few forms that had filled, n v ‘many hands’ took n c…O.M.G….jiayi’s classmate veronica n christie oso taking part…damm..they r such a beauty!! n they make up to college every day…but v..n i hav 7 pimples today…but nvm la, v juz wanna hav fun to hav a pic on that magezine web….hehe..
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5
April
2007
1st Apr(sunday)
Ntg special coz wake up at 11am n hav a braunch. after that go home n start to do the cfm presentation slide…almost dunno how to do n feel lik doing ntg the whole day but chatting wif weileng…dunno do alr what else then go to bath n continue the slide… feel that the slide finish alr so go n sleep at 5.30am the nex morning…
2nd Apr (monday)
woke up at 7am to fetch my bro to school…the bac home prepare to college….wait peggie at lrt station but she is not there till 8.40am…i call her mum n realize she is sick n go to college myself…reach weileng house n told her peggie sick….dunno wat to do that moment the brain lik blank…but still finish the presentation slide…finished, went to college… reach 10thfloor, grace saw peggie in front of the department counter….she is really sick till lose her voice…v r late into the class n ask for postpone our presentation….lucky ms chaw approve n v hav mor time to edit the slide…..end class, bac to leng house to discuss the slide again…went home at 2pm….plan wanna joggng with peiyun at 5.30pm de, but raining very heavy n cancelled our plan…peiyun scold me lazy but really raining…
3rd Apr (tueday)
no class today…but the nex day hav quiz n assign due of a/c2…i hav no notes to study coz it is be with weileng…so hav to go usj n pick my notes….act i plan to having group discussion with leng and study the quiz together…but the end v do ntg….go home at 6.30pm….pick my bros n ta boa some vege home coz my mum no cook….reach home at 7pm n i sleep sraight without take shower…wake up at 9.30pm n take shower…after that start to read my quiz 1st….it is ch24, my assign question oso in ch24…finally i realize where is the problem of the question n quickly start my assign….chat wif weileng while doin my question the whole nite…
4th Apr (wednesday)
(con’t 3rd apr) still doin my assign…cant deng n sleep at 7-8.30am….wake up continue the essay…finish at 9.30am….still hav time to chat msn….peggie call me at 10am that she will reach in 50minute times….so i ask my mum to ta boa for me… when im prepare to goes down i realize i have brush my teeth n wash my face….i quickly simply wash my face n use listerine….after pick peggie, v go to weileng house…weileng still rushing her assign…act i hav a lotz of times to study my quiz de….dis quiz hav 2 ch (ch23 n 24), i had study ch24 but no mood to study ch23…i play everything in the house n read ‘lao fu zi’ oso dun wan study… after print all our worksheets, we go to college….v late for the class, the quiz is alr start…shit!! dunno all the ch23 Q, but luckly i noe to answer the ch24….when times up, 3 of us cant finish the paper…ms sham allow us to extend 5mor minutes….finish quiz…v quickly print our assign again coz weileng left it in her house….very unlucky today…of coz our assign is late to submit…
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5
April
2007
my college prom was pass last thurs (29th march)..v joined n enjoy it very well tat night..v decide to go this prom 1 week before it, so v oli hav 1 weeks to prepare…im quite enjoy the process v preparing for it (when shopping n doin beauty tat time) ^.^
weileng, jiayi, peggie, suann, grace, kianhaw n i was go together and kianhaw was very pity…he was the oli male with us n hav to be our driver =P
the prom start at 7.30pm, but v go in late.. so v had miss some nice show- presentation of HIV, hiphop dance n fashion show…but nvm la…v alr enjoy ourself when making beauty
when v goin in the hall, all the guest were eating n some of them r finish…so v quickly go n pick our food… v alr very hungry lik hell, its 9pm, normally is time for supper (yamcha)… v cin cai pick some n bac to our sit.. the food in summit hotel act not bad lor,wat i pick la, but jiayi n peggie said it very sucks.. dunno le, maybe my taste not as high as them gua…or mayb im very cin cai with meal…i think da 2nd excuse mor reasonable lor…=P hehe
after finish our meal, is game session, but non of our gang in our table wanna play… so v go n pick our dessert… the cheese cake the best food tat night…XD n the ice kacang oso v diy ourselves…it really a ice ‘kacang’ (i ter-pick too much kacang) …
while eating dessert, were photo snapshot time…genius n superstar r the most luv ppl, so dis is the important thing tat v must do…=P 
while taking pics, peggie disappear suddenly, then v found her in the direction of 9….after few minutes, she disappear again, dis time v found her in direction 3….then v continue do our important thing, suddenly again, peggie appear in our direction 12….wow, she looks lik the master in dis prom n social every corner in the hall, in the short period of time….tats y dun hav her pic here..
skip all those sienz stuff, the climax is the band session.. v all go out in front of the stage n dance…but for while oli..>.< but not worry, the night not yet end…it continue wif other sienz stuff again…the end, the 2nd climax come again….music on wif live band in dissco light on….all of us start to dance again ^.^
dunno how to describe the atmospere tat moment…juz lik clubbing without liquor…
hehe…it really a good time for me to enjoy watch my coursemates dance..yea, i can c how they dance and wat they dont do during normal school time….(but ntg special, cheh!!)
1 lec i wanna say to is mr lee…he really memper-xiasuai-kan deance with those disgusting motion…feel lik wanna whack him…=(
v dance untill the last song…on the way bac in the lift, v met the singer in the live band (i forgot her name), she really hav a good voice. she told us tat she is recording her own album n jiayi said she will buy her album…but i hav few words in my mind "listen 1st la"…hehe =P
lately, v went to yamcha in a mamak somewhere near their usj house….n v continue to take pic again….
sit n blow water for a while, v went home happily^^
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24
March
2007
hahaha… dunno lucky or unlucky, my dreams come true but hav to view from another side..=P
from the day SHE workshop, when i noe there is 5 lucky draws will give out, i hav a very strong six sense come to my mind that im 1 of the winner…of coz i wunt tell any1 of my dis stupid sense, but im always kidding to my fren that v must all the lucky drawer… an finaly v really the lucky drawer n won half of the draws….dis is my 1st dream comes true^^
my 2nd dream… 1 of our lec ms yusnita was sick for 4days and she lose 2kg..she is alr very thin n now she become a piece of paper, will fly away any time =p.. then i tell peggie i oso wanna be sick that i can lose my weight…if i wanna lose 5 kg, then i must sick for 10days… in the end i was sick when i reach home tat night…but i didnt lose any weight till now…
the last dream.. be coz i was sick at night and non sleep at all to rush my assign, i wish i no need to drive to coll the nex day.. act i wanna ask peggie to drive for me de..but i haven ask, my car alr ’sei fo’ beside the road…i quickly call my father come n he said the car cant move till the mechanical come to repair…no car how?? no need to coll meh?? so i call kian haw come and fetch peggie n me from the road to coll…yea!! my dream comes true again^^..i no need to drive!!!
i feel tat im the most unlucky become very lucky person during dis week!!^.^ and my 2nd dream make me cough lik hell untill now >.<
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24
March
2007
act i wanna post dis last fri de, but when i wanna finish type i ter-click the close window button…..so watever i type was gone>. so i repost dis again now =P
i had joined a SHE workshop last wed in my coll prime-time… dis workshop have 3 session, femenie viginal session, makeover session and fitness session…
the 1st session is a talk by a Dr ???(coz i dunno her name) about some knowledge of feminie viginal…the disease and how to protect it…
second session is a talk by a professional make up artist and a hair stylist from APT…about hair, shampoo, and eyeshadow color match with dress code…2 model r style by them during the talk…so tats y im not too concentrate to the speech but the modeling…jia yi is 1 of the model and v hav many eye contacts when she is on the stage…prggie n i was so suprise when jiayi’s hair drop on the floor (cant imagine a gal who luv her hair so much but now her hair is on the floor..and the amount of her hair on floor were so suprising!!)
and the last session, a talk by a trianer from finess first.. after her speech, some simple execirse was teached, but i didnt learn at all…im too hungry n tired. after dis session, the lucky draw r continue…
yeah, dis is the moment v hope so far…suddenly peggie shout so loud to me "112 ah!! 112 ah!!’"..but im still blur blur there ^^ ya, tat me, my ticket no ‘112′…im 1 of the lucky draw winner!! i quickly walk in front n get my present (with my blur blur face =P) im blur becoz im doin something bad with genius..beside the goodies bag table..^.^
in the end of the workshop, i can conclude tat my accounting2 classmate have the most lucky tat day..coz five lucky draws and 4 of us r the winners..peggie, weileng,audrey n i^^
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